HELLO lovely souls <3
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The Empress's Mother.
Artistic, wisdom & TRUTH seeking soul.
Masterpiece in the making.
God is my strength & defense;my salvation.

I paint pictures with my words.
I document every moment of life in any way, shape or form.
Read me, get to know me.
[yes, reblogging is allowed ^_^
Just DO NOT remove writing or source ]
Father, I want to thank you for loving me past my flaws and failures. Your love is what I aspire to be! YOU are LOVE &amp; love never fails. YOU never fail. 



I love watching her walk ahead of me on our walk to school to admire all that God is creating her to be&#8230; 

It kills me when she randomly turns back and gives me a look along with a smile; I wonder what goes on in her mind&#8230;

Does she know how much I admire her?! 

Does she know how much love she brings out of me? 

Does she know how I analyze her every step as she walks, so just in case if she&#8217;s going to fall I can catch her?! 

Does she know all the prayers that go on in my mind as I smile with joy when staring at her?! 

Does she know?!

Does she know how much she has done and continues to do for me?! 

Does she know the amount of peace she brings?! 

Does she know how much I look forward to watching her grow?! 

Does she know?! 

Does she know the vision and purpose God has in store for her? 

Right before we turn the corner to head to school she sometimes stops me for pictures, like this morning. 

I inhale these moments and exhale when she&#8217;s no longer in my sight. What a sweet refreshing breath of peace and serenity she is.
Was re-doing her hair on the bus and after I finished lady next to me said, &#8220;I thought you were doing a regular pony tail on her by the way you were holding her hair.&#8221; I looked at her and said, &#8220;this is HER regular pony tail,&#8221; &amp; smiled. ^_^ Empress has been wearing pony tails on top of her head since her hair was long enough to do so. Her curls cause it to look like this and I love that about her hair. 😍😍😍
We all have days or moments where we simply feel &#8216;off.&#8217; Today happens to be one for me. I see these days or moments as one&#8217;s to be embraced because there&#8217;s so much to learn from them. How can we know high if we don&#8217;t experience low&#8230;

God is my defense though &amp; it&#8217;s a blessing to say that. Who else can comfort better?!

Today, I want to acknowledge and appreciate PAIN.
For without it, STRENGTH would never be gained.

5:37 a.m. conversation: 

Empress woke up and said to me, &#8220;Mimi my stomach is broken, fix it please.&#8221; I saw her rub her belly so I figured she had a stomach ache. I asked if she had to use to bathroom or if she was hungry and she said no to both. I asked her to lay back down and rubbed and massaged her stomach for a bit. After a few minutes of rubbing it she got up and said, &#8220;There all better, thank you Mimi for fixing my stomach.&#8221;    😍 😍 ahhh, my goodness I could just squeeze her! She&#8217;s so sweet and melts me at any hour of the day with all her randomness. Before she went back to sleep I had to capture a few shots with her bed hair. Also she wore one of my shirts to bed last night. Sigh 😍

Today, I pray for patience…

Once upon a time, on every April 11th, there were two souls in the middle of the wilderness standing out with 11 colorful balloons. The spectators watched trying to figure out exactly what they were doing. They saw laughs and smiles from the younger soul and laughs that turned into tears from the older soul. They simply did not know what was going on. They saw royalty walking around the park and woods as royalty&#8217;s mother captured memories. They saw a tripod and a camera.  Every few minutes they heard the older soul say a prayer out loud. They heard the younger soul repeat it. The two souls rejoiced and captured memories together&#8230; just the two of them. Mind y&#8217;all, this was a public place they were at, still spectators were in disbelief on what they were witnessing and one out of all had the courage to ask. The older soul replied, &#8220;Life and our love is too beautiful to not be celebrated, so this is exactly what we are doing!&#8221;
Oh my Empress!!! 😍 😍 😍 😍 😍
When I miss my Empress I look through pictures in my phone &#8230;

You deserve the kind of love you would give someone else.

— #127: (February 3, 2014)
Week 9. Thoughts. 
For it is better to be alone but feel whole/complete rather than surrounded by many yet feel lonely. 

Rid and disassociate of those not adding to your light&#8230;
I&#8217;ve learned that my persona is not the easiest to understand and may come off a bit strong for many and so I&#8217;ve learned throughout the years that finding other souls like mine would be very rare. 
Therefore, I decided at a young age to become my very own best friend and work on learning myself even if it meant to be alone. 1 Corinthians 15:33-34 NIV Do not be misled: “Bad company corrupts good character.” Come back to your senses as you ought, and stop sinning; for there are some who are ignorant of God—I say this to your shame.

I&#8217;ve been alone for a long period of life but have never felt lonely after finding my true identity through God. Authentic bonds and friendships are very valuable to me, they are so valuable that I refuse to settle for acquaintances who like to pretend they care but have not a clue on unconditional love. 
Acquaintances are easy to get; I&#8217;m more of an intimate person and if I don&#8217;t feel the one on one connection I choose to not be a part of it. (Continue&#8230;)

The more I&#8217;ve gotten to know my true identity the more I continue to shut down to typical society and the more I am attracted to those who know truth. I see the things about others I don&#8217;t care to be a part of and rather remove myself quickly. We must stop entertaining these gloomy clouds in our life and allow our light to shine it&#8217;s brightest by surrounding ourselves with more light. Ephesians 5:3-7 NIV But among you there must not be even a hint of sexual immorality, or of any kind of impurity, or of greed, because these are improper for God’s holy people. Nor should there be obscenity, foolish talk or coarse joking, which are out of place, but rather thanksgiving. For of this you can be sure: No immoral, impure or greedy person—such a person is an idolater—has any inheritance in the kingdom of Christ and of God.  Let no one deceive you with empty words, for because of such things God’s wrath comes on those who are disobedient. THEREFORE, DO NOT BE PARTNERS WITH THEM. 
God has already chosen our lifetime friendships. Let us stop trying to find or create them and let us seek him so that we can hear him when he reveals them to us. ❇✴🌹🌻
I know God is looking down smiling at me. I&#8217;m working hard raising his daughter into a graceful godly woman.💖💕💓
We want to thank y&#8217;all for ALL of the love!!! If I haven&#8217;t gotten to some of your questions or comments I apologize and will try to do so soon. There&#8217;s still ton of pictures to share that I haven&#8217;t gotten to uploading yet but just know The Empress and I had a fabulous and peaceful 3rd anniversary!!!


Glory to God!